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Hello Life

Have you ever had a day or an hour or even a moment where you just don’t know what to do with yourself? Where its not quite late enough to start making dinner but its way to late to start a full-blown project like cleaning out the shed. Its not very nice outside so you don’t want to go for a walk or pull weeds from your garden and there’s nothing on t.v worth watching. Well, I’m there. Just...stuck. Stuck in this world with nothing to do for the moment. Waiting. Waiting to go apartment searching on friday and waiting for the school year to begin in September. Waiting for something new to start. And waiting to find out what it is I’m suppose to be doing with my life. So i guess for now I’ll just blog about it. Blog about the nothingness that is happening to me and the mental preparation that is going into moving away and being on my own for the first time. The excitedness that I’m feeling and also the doubts that I’m trying to shove away. After all, why should we doubt ourselves? What do we gain from it? I mean, its just life right? There’s no rule saying that you must make this much money and have this kind of career and not be in any debt to be doing a good job. But now I’m just rambling, and thats a topic for another day. Anyway I’ve been contemplating making this blog for a while now and have now just realize that I might as well. I’ve got nothing to lose and I might find I have something to gain. After all, it’s just life. There’s no need to overcomplicate it.

Ps. Welcome to my blog!

-Madelen